You make me feel so disappointed...

I hate it how you say that you don't care about what I do in the future and blah blah blah and that I only need to get into Uni and you'll be happy with that. Now you go saying that I'm useless and that I won't get anywhere in life because my career choices are just crap and that I won't find a job when I get out or I'm not even good at it or that I will go work in the farm in the future or in a stupid damn company like dad! Like what the hell! This is just crap! Why didn't you say all of these harsh stuff to me before I made the decision?! Why tell me now when I made all my decision and that I am happy with it. Now I have to think about everything again. This is so horrible that's why I hate bringing up this subject to you guys every time we talk. It's just crap! I completely hate it. I hate my whole life it's so bad! People say you can't choose your family and yes I know you can't but why do my parents not understand me. They say that they understand me and they know everything about me, but no! You guys do not understand anything you don't know what I want! All you care about is that brat that thinks she's so good 'cause she's the youngest! Well you know what?! I don't care anymore, because every single time you asked me where I put my friends and family, I say that I put friends slightly under family and you tell me off well you know what Mum? They are at the same level as family! 'Cause they are people that do understand me and care about me. They actually don't tell me off when I say something serious and that I mean it. They actually make me feel good. And plus, they don't make me cry as much as you do. And I appreciate them around me, they make me smile everyday. They are always there for me and they understand me more than you do! You don't understand anything about me, we never can have a proper conversation without arguing. You never let me explain myself too, it's always "NO, talk back!" When I was just perfectly explain to you what was going on and you never listened! You're always right and I'm always wrong! I'm not even human to you, I can't even have a say about anything. I'm the one with manners, I'm the one that helps you, I'm the one that freaks out when something bad happens, but do you even realise these things? I'm so disappointed in my self, I'm disappointed in everything!